[ SECRET POST #3006 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3006 ⌋

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Notes:

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Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Comments

Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

^^^

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I ate 1610 calories of gelato today and nothing else. Because fuck nutrition (at least for today).

Re: Confession thread

[mekkio]

What flavor was it?

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I am more curious how you measured exactly 1610 than anything else

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I'm in an inter-racial relationship and we've planned to have kids in the future. But having come across a ton of SJW stuff off tumblr lately, specifically a viral checklist created by 'mixed kids' to their 'white relatives' that boiled down to them being evil terrible people that should not be in their mixed relative's lives because they hate them, I'm starting to have second thoughts. I don't want my children to eventually hate me because I'm their 'evil white mother'. The thought is terribly depressing.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I really hate it when people tell depressed people to "Hold on, it gets better." because I feel like they're giving them false hope, or at least, being much too optimistic.

I live alone -- I have no friends, no SO/never had an SO, and my family is hundreds of miles away. If I killed myself, only 6 people would care. And it would impact the day to day life of exactly no one. If I killed myself Friday night, my family would probably get suspicious the next Friday when I didn't call, but it would take WEEKS for anyone to really start to worry.

And I've read over and over about how you have to hold on and it gets better but...it doesn't always.

I look at my uncle and his life NEVER got better. He's never dated, he lives in the same run down apartment, never spends any of his money, and just works and works and works. He has no friends as far as I can tell.

The reason he hasn't killed himself is because he's very religious.

For me, it's because I don't want to hurt my parents, siblings and grandparents.

But when people say "it gets better" I just look at my uncle and think that they're lying to me.

Also, I think it's horrible when people say suicide isn't selfish. Of course it's fucking selfish. Knowing that is basically the whole reason I stick around. Because I don't want to ruin 6 lives just because I can't suck it up and work it out.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I don't mind straight cis people calling themselves "allies." When we live in a world where not being a bigot is an assumed trait of anyone worthy of being considered a decent human being, then y'all can start complaining. Meanwhile, I'd rather hear it from the lovely people I work with that they would be just as lovely to me if they knew I was into girls.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I hate grammar nazis, especially the ones that are smug and pedantic. Grammar mistakes happen sometimes, oh my god. And a grammar mistake isn't the end of the world, especially in internet comments.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I'm going to break with an old friend and effectively leaving her without anyone. I do feel bad about that, but on the other hand I'm really not surprised that everyone else up and left, with all the drama and badmouthing.

Went home to her and her family last november, to catch up. The husband was scheduled to work early the next day, so he went to bed around 10pm.
Then she started to unload on me how husband is an alcoholic and about what a disaster their marriage is and that she has no one other than me as her parents moved to Portugal and the relation to the in-laws is tense at best.
I do whatever I can, talking of counseling and/or divorce, building a "net" of support.

Then she goes to harp on the fact that I and my metamours carry the polyheart and our primary partner doesn't. That it is unfair and "he doesn't love you enough if he can't wear the symbol of our love/relationship". This comes from the person who throws her wedding ring in the trash every time she has a fight with the husband.
I kept telling her that the physical symbol doesn't matter, because he's open about our way of doing relationships to the point of almost being evangelical. Almost.

When she couldn't win that argument, she started to rant about how "Transformers aren't real and that Optimus Prime will never love me and..." Just WTF?! I know it's fiction! Besides, what the hell did that have to do with anything?!
This was then followed by a loud argument about whether humans could win against the entire Con army without help. She claimed we would, I argued that we'd be little more than a wet spot on the pavement.
That's when the husband came down and told us to shut it.

The next day she was moody, glued to the tv and all around not very pleasant. So while I said "see you later" when leaving, I just knew that I'm done. I will not go back there. Which makes me kind of a terrible friend, too.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

My younger sis writes a few fanfictions, and it makes me happy that she gets as much joy out of it as I did. However I (and my parents for other reasons) am dead set on seeing to it that she stays away from the internet fanfiction/fandom communities until she is older.

My reason is because of what the internet is like. Right now she enjoys writing and has fun with it. I want to teach her to listen to crit gracefully and all that in time, but I also want her to be a confident writer who's not made insecure and self conscious about her ideas because someone said something negative. I want her to view her writing experience as a positive good thing, rather than something to be ashamed and embarrassed at. That she can look at her old stuff and be like "wow I've improved so much" and not "oh my god , I hope no one ever sees this".

I want her to be a confident healthy writer (if she chooses that path) that can take criticism with grace, but assertive enough to not be made to feel ashamed and embarrassed of her thoughts and ideas because someone suggests she should.

I don't have anything against fandom communities, I just want her to be ready if she ever enters them.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I have a crush on a named user here. I've suspected it for awhile but recently I've noticed that I get slightly anxious if I don't see them comment on a new post, so now I'm pretty certain it's a full-on crush.

I haven't crushed on anyone in fandom for years, and back then I could just LJ-friend them. It's at once amusing and concerning to me.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

The germanwings tragedy made me realize how fucking glad I am that I mostly follow other Europeans. I'm so over US-Americans applying their cultural framework to other countries' issues.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I'm as white as they come and my music of choice is mostly from Bollywood.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I really, really want to see the penises of people I find attractive, but not in a sexual way. Just...you are an attractive person. I am curious if you have an attractive penis, and would like to see the whole nude picture, thanks.

This mostly happens with celebrities, but it happens in real life sometimes too. I still don't want to bang any of them.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I can't find a good reason not to kill myself.

Method is all I'm missing.

Re: Confession thread

[caerbannog]

IDK why but I'm embarrassed to use my new lawnmower when my neighbours can see.

It's electric.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I don't like my roommates and wish I didn't have to live with them.

They are controlling and one of them has anger issues. That said I have nowhere else to go, and don't even have friends I can spend time with out of the apartment. It probably doesn't help that I have been having issues with depression.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I don't really get why white Knighting is a bad thing.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I wish it were easier to confront people over clearly no longer giving a shit about you and asking what you did wrong without sounding whiny.

I'm not even mad at this person. i just want to know why I no longer matter.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I prefer masturbation to sex.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I kind of want my dad's team to lose in the basketball tournament because I like another team and I feel bad about it.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I put the bop in the bop, shoo-bop, shoo-bop.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I still write OCs and I'm nearly 30.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I HATE that I have to keep taking my allergy meds, even during the off-season. I've tried it, and it makes allergy season hell.

Re: Confession thread

[(Anonymous)]

I once pissed of my sister's cat. I told her from the start I never wanted her monster to enter my room and I always kept my door closed. One day I found someone had entered my room and left the door open after leaving, and the cat crept in.
So I tackled it and took a piss on it. It ran away screaming and thankfully since then learnt that my room was off-limits.