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⌈ Secret Post #3030 ⌋

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Unleash your anxieties here!

[(Anonymous)]

Get it off your chest!

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[philstar22]

Finishing the quarter. Studying for the bar. Taking the bar. Finding a job. My future is so stressful right now I can barely focus on the moment.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[kaijinscendre]

I am always anxious about money. ALWAYS. I got over $3000 in my savings/checkings. I got all my bills and such in order. But I am ALWAYS afraid to spend money. And for some reason, I panic whenever by checkings account goes below a certain threshold (that is probably more than all my siblings have saved combined).

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[(Anonymous)]

That time of the semester, when I have loads of deadlines for essays and tests coming up.

I have two papers due tomorrow, for a badly organized department that was really vague in what exactly they wanted us to do with the papers. I attempted to e-mail them and get a green light for my titles, but they refused to give me straight answers on whether or not what I was writing about was okay. They just started implementing these essays to be done in addition to the normal tests last year so it's not even like an established process.

I hope they don't grade them too harshly but they only gave us the slightest nudge in the sort-of direction they wanted us to go. bah academia.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[kallanda_lee]

There are few things I dread more than tomorrow's job interview.

There's a train strike, so I'm forced to take the car so traffic will be nuts. not even sure i'll make it there. I also do not trust this people cause it was maybe - no- yes- no- yes as far as this interview is concerned. I'd also have to cancel my holiday if I'd get this job. which fair enough for a good job, but it's a temp job, and as I said I have trust issues.

At this point the only reason I'm even still doing it is for my parents' sake.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[badass_tiger]

More of a depression, but I've been sick for a month and I went to take some blood tests yesterday and I am technically perfectly healthy. 'Annoyed' doesn't even begin to cover how I feel. And I really don't want to go to a therapist because I saw one for a month and my mum was utterly unbearable the entire time. For a well-loved schoolteacher, she has a lot of trouble accepting her kid has mental problems, even when that kid is 20 years old.

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[praetorian_guard]

Worried about finals, worried about how much I'm worried about finals, worried about what I'm doing over the summer, worried about my brother getting into another car accident even though he wasn't hurt in the first one, worried about learning how to drive over summer, worried about my friends' health and emotional well-being ... I'm going to stop there.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[(Anonymous)]

Biggest anxiety right now is money. I have no idea how I'll be able to cover my negative balance. It's not a large amount, but I have no income but the scraps my dad manages to send. Related to anxiety #2:

Finding a job. Job hunting sucks.

Get ready to defend my dissertation. Ugh, so much anxiety about it.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[(Anonymous)]

The first of three exams a month from today! Three assignments due in the next week! Getting a job for the summer (Hopefully one I can keep part-time when fall comes!)! Not having money through the summer if I can't get a job! So much stress right now D:

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[bigpaw]

I have some linguistics paper due tomorrow and haven't even settled on a topic yet, and I know I'm a really slow writer. Also still have to finish my thesis thing, and then in June I'm taking the mcat which feels forever away but it's looming terrifyingly, and augh ok I'm on a roll here so I'm anxious about graduating because I feel like I'm never gonna see some of my friends again, and even if I do it won't be as often, I'm gonna miss the big family dinners we do together, and just hanging out watching movies or whatever, I don't knoooooow

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[(Anonymous)]

Just started on an SSRI for the first time in my life. This is only day one but I'm feeling side effects (ramped up anxiety, nausea, jaw tightness). I can't tell if the side effects are real or if they're psychosomatic because I'm so nervous about it.

I need this to get myself out of this hole so I can actually have the motivation to improve my life to the point where I don't need it anymore, so I hope to god this works.

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[(Anonymous)]

Right now I am anxious about EVERYTHING because that's how the PMS has decided to manifest this month. I think I'd prefer the weeping and despair that usually comes instead.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[solticisekf]

Being late tomorrow is my biggest anxiety.
Come to think about it, I'm anxious about all the thing I want to do.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[(Anonymous)]

I'm out of my SSRIs (Citalopram what what) and I really need to get more. But I just moved and my prescription ran out around the same time so I have to get a new doctor and everything and I'm nervous about working it all out and also I'm out of SSRIs so that doesn't help.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[(Anonymous)]

worried my career path was a mistake

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[herpymcderp]

Hoping we finally have a house.

It could still fall through... and I am wasting entirely too much of my attention on that thought.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[dreemyweird]

I am now getting a degree that basically almost guarantees that I'll end up in forensics, and I'm suddenly super worried that I'll somehow manage to get in trouble with the law and ruin my future career. I spent my entire day today anxiously reading all about tax legislation *facepalm*

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[(Anonymous)]

I have a job interview coming up. If I get the job, it will involve moving to a new city. I am stressed just thinking about both starting a new job and moving.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[making_excuses]

If I don't get a Summer job I will pretty much go bankrupt.

Or well I can talk to my landlord and pay one of my rent a fortnight later. The annoying thing is that I spent more on dentist bills the last two months than what I would have needed to survive the entire summer...

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[(Anonymous)]

Singing in a performance of Brahms' German Requiem on Saturday. We had a massed choir rehearsal last night and I know I won't be ready by Saturday. (And I'm just one singer in a huge chorus, but it's been dinned into us how just one singer can singlehandedly fuck up the entire performance.) And I love this piece and have wanted to sing it for 15 years, ever since the first time I heard it. I'm so mad at myself for not working harder.

VINTAGE STOVE

[khronos_keeper]

So this apartment I was looking at this afternoon has this behemoth of a stove. I had never seen anything like it before, and upon googling it after I left, it appears to be a vintage stove from the 40s/50s.

But that's not all! It also functions as the main heating unit for the upper apartment. There's basically a heating unit built into the stove designed to heat the space.

Aside from it seeming to be an awesome property, I am worried the stove is unsafe and might blow me the fuck up. My parents seemed okay about it, so I am slightly reassured, but still suspicious.

It seems cool, but what if it leaks and I die in my sleep? DDD:

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[al28894]

I'm getting worried I might slip up on my alternate history-fic updates now, especially with Uni work piling up over my head. It's been over a week since the last update and I've barely written anything new.

Re: Unleash your anxieties here!

[ibbity]

I may have been exposed to pinworms long enough ago that they would have definitely hatched and started being all wormy in my guts by now but I haven't been able to afford to go to the doctor* before. I'm planning to make an appointment for next week but I don't know how much the testing will cost and that worries me. But not as much as the thought that I MIGHT HAVE WORMS.

*please refrain from yelling at me about how terrible the US health care system is, that is not my fault and you scolding me about it won't help matters

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[caerbannog]

I'm worried the dog I surrendered to the pound will be PTS. Did just get off the phone tho and she's been happily ignoring other dogs and has her behaviour testin a bit. Fingers crossed she passes enough to go to rehab and find a suitable owner!

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[(Anonymous)]

My mom's surgery in a few days, how I've put on hold my plans to quit my shitty job and move in with my bf and give myself a long mental health break, and how to break this to her as she's recovering from major surgery.