[ SECRET POST #2239 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2239 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.


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02.
[Elementary]


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03.
[Pokemon]


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04.
[Noah, Power Rangers MegaForce]


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05.
[Mass Effect]


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06.
[Resident Evil]


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07.
[Medaka Box]


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08.
[Shameless]


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09.
[Star Trek 2009]


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10.
[Dreamwork's Sinbad, Avengers, American Gods, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
Batman, Gunnerkrigg Court, Grim Adventures, Trickster's Choice/Queen]


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11.
[American Dad]


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12.
[Laurell K. Hamilton]


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13.
[my neighbour totoro]


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14.
[Medaka Box]


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15.
[Downton Abbey]


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16.
[The Red Panda, Black Jack Justice]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 04 pages, 080 secrets from Secret Submission Post #320.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

..YEP

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I had a sex dream where I had a threesome with my best friend and her boyfriend.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I had a sex dream where I was with some miscellaneous dream guy, and all he did was tell me how bad I was at giving head. :(

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I have a frequently occurring sex dream about one of my friends and his girlfriend where they invite me into a threesome and I'm only interested in her. I am bi, but in the dream I'm pretty solidly gay and in real life he's the one I fancy.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

Can we please put this below the GC thread?

Um, just yesterday I ate MnMs that I spilled off the sidewalk because no one was watching.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I don't believe that female-on-male rape is as awful and traumatic as any other kind of rape (unless it's incest or pedophilia).

Double standard or not, I will never forget the smile on my friend's face and the pride in his voice when he described how a girl he refused to sleep with at a party waited for him to get smashed and then attempted to have sex with his half-conscious body. He got a lot of back-pats from freinds for that too. I have a hard time believing that his and everyone else's reaction would've been the same if the genders were swapped.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

After working in healthcare for a number of years I truly believe that some type of euthanasia should be legal.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I'm getting a little bit overinvested in those Dragon Cave (?) clickables that keep getting posted.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

A lot of discussions on this comm make me feel like a coward. I wish I could be as open about my problems as some of the people here.

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[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I forget that I'm not an alcoholic. I'm so invested in not drinking because somehow in my head that helps my mum and best friend who are to stay sober that I surprise myself from time to time when I realise... Hey, I am allowed to drink. It's weird.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

i'm a size 8, very tall. i want to be a size 4, or at least be thinner than i am now. people criticize the hell out of me for not being happy with my body so it's now a secret.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

Whenever I see a pretty person in fandom I'm immediately shocked. In my mind I seem to think that most fandom people will probably look like fat greasy nerds or something.

Yeaaa..

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[(Anonymous)]

My first reaction to a suicide (even attempted one) is anger, which is horrible because everyone has right to do what they want with their lives. How can I judge someone when I don't know anything about their situantion, their past experience?

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I like the smell of my own pee.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

the only reason I shower as often as I do is because my partner won't let me go more than four or five days without one

it's the result of depression/stress/anxiety, and I know I need to take better care of myself, but when everything's gone to shit and nothing is going right, using up all that water and soap when I'm not going anywhere feels like a waste...

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I'm TERRIBLE at sex. I just started recently with my boyfriend and I can't do handjobs or blowjobs to save my life My hand always gets tired where I can never make him cum and he has to finish himself off. Its the same with blowjobs. His dick made my gag reflex act up really badly and I puked a little. Luckily he didn't notice but I just want to give a decent handjob or head where he cums because of it. I feel even worse because everyone else talks about how easy it is to do these things and make a guy cum. :/

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I just realized this is a fandom secret, but what the hell.

I'm mentally ill and I can't stand when fiction takes on non-psycho or sociopathic mental illness, particularly hospitalization, because it's either too spot-on and realistic, or it's offensive and supports society's view of MI. Both the portrayal (most often by non-MI people) of either type and the reactions of non-MI people to either type just leads me to feel horribly alienated at best (even sympathy to a good portrayal does this, I have a whiplash "don't you dare pity me" reflex) or triggered (yes, actually triggered) at worst.

I want there to be portrayals of MI out there. I just have never found one that didn't make me immensely uncomfortable at best.

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[(Anonymous)]

I have an indescribably strong self-destruction drive.

Every time I drop weight, which is often because I don't generally eat, I have to fight the urge to not start actively starving myself. When I drink, I drink to excess and on weekly binges that have led people to try to force me to quit. When I date, I actively choose partners that won't care about me so I don't feel accountable to anyone. And when I'm in this mood I would be fine with losing my closest friends, because I don't deserve them anyway.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

Sort of fandom, I guess? Whatever.

There's a girl who I really, really despise on Tumblr (we used to be fandom friends but turns out she's completely two-faced and talks shit about everyone so what the fuck ever), and I can't help but feel smug at how completely fucking terrible her art is. It's really bad. And I'm not even especially great myself- I'm decent, but I'm not great- but every time I see her posting shit on the tag, I just... have to sit there, and marvel at how completely fucking terrible it is.

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[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I wonder if I'm depressed. But I don't feel like I have the right to be, because in the grand scheme of things it's NOTHING. And if I claim that I'm depressed it somehow lessens those that actually are. And I know logically that it doesn't. But it's just ME. It's no big deal. Others have it worse.

But I feel so worthless sometimes. And I know where I am... and I know where I want to be. But I don't know how to get from point A to point B. And I sometimes wonder if it's worth even TRYING. Because I'm never going to amount to anything anyway. I haven't yet. I'm a burden to my family, but no matter how hard I try I cannot get a job that gives me hours.

I'm fine, most of the time. But there are moments when I'm lying in bed and trying to sleep where I cannot stop dwelling on my failures and inabilities to DO anything worthwhile. All I can do is cry and try not to think so much.

And I can't talk to my friends, because they have their own lives and their own troubles, and it would be wrong of me to dump my shit on them too. So... there's this. Admitting it aloud, sort of, here at Fandom Secrets, hidden behind anonymity.


Thanks for reading. I apologise for the length.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I'm a girl with male pattern baldness :(

The only thing that cheers me up about it is walking around the house pretending I'm Elrond.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I was feeling a bunch of existential anxiety the other day and in order to distract myself from a mantra of "we're all going to be nothing someday" I went to omegle and in 'question/spy mode' asked "given that 2 million years from now humanity probably won't even exist, what's the point of trying to accomplish anything now?" and one of the Strangers gave a slightly rambling answer that included "we are parts of the universe experiencing itself"

And that, of all things, made me feel better. Every time I feel myself veering back into existential horror feelings I repeat it to myself. "We are parts of the universe experiencing itself."

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I hate when shit like this shows up on my dash. I don't want to reblog it because no, I am not capable of providing life-saving, therapeutic emotional support to strangers and also I do not want to have people using my askbox as their personal diary of woes. Also, it seems like more whining about social justice warriors than anything else.

It pisses me off.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

Maybe more of a fandomsecret but whatever

A few months ago I linked a fic to my fandom's tiny anon meme and said it was pretty ok, but that one of the lines in it made me giggle unintentionally. Flash forward, turns out I've made friends with the guy and on his tumblr this morning he was saying how sad it made him when he found out someone 'trashed' his work.

I really want to apologize, but also I've had my work trashed way worse on a different anon meme before and it made me want to get better, not get defensive, and now I'm decently popular and I feel like I've improved a lot, even though the experience hurt.

But I still feel like kind of a bad person for thinking he should learn to grow a thicker skin.

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[(Anonymous)]

I dismiss people who complain about having to go to college and get a job as whiners. Especially those who say they don't want to decide shit like that while they're still teenagers. I mean, I always thought of myself as pretty childish but even I know to take some responsibility when I'm supposed to.