[ SECRET POST #3419 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3419 ⌋

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[Shingeki no Kyojin]


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["Seitenkango, Shinyuu to" by Eroe]
















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Comments

Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

You know the drill.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I really hesitate to call myself "childfree" because I think a lot of people mean "I hate kids for existing."

It shouldn't be news that kids exist. They are going to be places. Doing things. You can not want to have them, but stop getting your panties in a twist over other people having them.

Re: Confession Thread

[sarillia]

Normally I have no problem with labels but that's one that I've never adopted even though it fits me. I don't even have a problem with it since I know plenty of reasonable people who use it but I still don't use it even though there are few things in the world I want less than a child.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

As a switch hitter I think turning into a girl would be outstandingly hot.

You can just get fucked harder then men and without the prep or the serious risk of AIDS.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I'm bored and stuck in bed, so I've spent most of the day downloading stupid music from Youtube. I started with some Star Trek stuff, which lead to fictional national anthems, which lead to real ones. And I did put them all on my Ipod. I don't even care. I like the sound of them.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I miss my old boss, who was the world's worst micromanager. Because she would be in from six am until midnight keeping the ship afloat; my boss now... comes when he comes, goes when he goes. He cares, but just enough. And I hate feeling like we're sinking because we lost the one person who was willing to do anything they could.

(frozen comment) Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I enjoy playing head games with my fiance. Bad ones. Like he believes some really fucked up things about himself.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I think people who don't stay home when they're sick are selfish as fuck. Okay, so you can't afford to stay home... so that makes it okay to go infect someone else who might not be able to afford to stay home either or who might have health problems that could be exacerbated by getting ill? If people would just stay home then stuff wouldn't spread around as much and you would probably end up getting sick less.

Unless you absolutely positively HAVE to do something, stay home and keep that shit away from everyone else.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

When I see "girl/guy asked kid with a disability to prom!" videos, inspiration porn aside, I can't help but worry what's going to happen once they get TO prom. I just imagine those kids getting ditched as soon as someone "cooler" comes along.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I have to say that I've just noticed that sarillia's icon is a dog. I just thought it was a weird-looking cat.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

My mom always used to bring up the fact I was her daughter with autism to strangers unprompted even if I was there despite the fact I'm good at passing.

In retrospect it was probably to use it to her advantage and I resent her for it.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I'm in the UK (that isn't the confession, okay) and there is a big fuss about parents not being allowed to take their kids out of school for off-season cheap vacations. Most of my friends are outraged over it. I'm okay with it. I'm more than okay with it. A fortnight might not seem a lot to adults, but due to illnesses I was off school a lot when I was a kid and a fortnight is an eternity in lesson plans. Every time I had to be off I fell further and further behind and I don't think I ever truly caught up. I think trying to save two hundred quid on a holiday to the Costa Brava or the Canaries at the expense of their kid's education is selfish. I dare not say that outloud.

Re: Confession Thread

[bigpaw]

I've cried literally three times today because I keep thinking about how much I'm gonna miss the twins I nanny when I leave this summer. I'm not even leaving for another month?? I'm p sure it's just pms but I really hate this feeling haha.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I wish I hadn't quit that job. Better to be miserable and anxious and have money than to be miserable and anxious and broke. Let's be honest, being management's whipping girl is all I'm much good for and I should probably just get used to it and drag my ass back there and beg for my job back. I have few skills and little to offer, so I should just be happy if anyone wants to hire me to do anything.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I really thought after a certain age people would stop asking me to go drinking all the time or wondering why I just want to stay in by myself a lot.

I don't even have anything against drinking but a. it's expensive and b. when I drink heavily I usually need so much time to recover plus the actual drinking time and I just do not have the time for that anymore (I work a lot.) I've never been so into drinking that I feel the need to do it so I just stopped.

And how many "introverts exist" articles have to happen before people stop treating me weird for being antisocial. I feel like I never fit in anywhere :/

Re: Confession Thread

[lb_lee]

There is an artist, who I shall not name, whose work I became a big fan of yeaaaaaars back. They did original fic and art which I really liked.

They backlashed hard into fanart, and apparently have disavowed all their original stuff, because it was made during a bad time in their life. They've kinda gone into the idea that fanwork is inherently more radical, and now makes a whole lot of MCU AUs which seem popular.

I'm glad they're making things that make them happy... but I really miss their original work. And feel sad because I'm not sure I can enjoy it, knowing that their old work causes them such pain to remember.

Conflicted fan is conflicted... but also downloading and saving all their old work before they delete it from their last site on the web.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I forget to flush in public washrooms. I think I'm better now, but I'm almost certain I've had roommates in the past who were too embarrassed to bug me about it. I don't know why, I only have one memory of being told off for it as a kid. I just get caught up in my head and miss a step.
So that's mortifying.

Re: Confession Thread

[feotakahari]

I was supposed to take care of my mother's dog today, but I slept in with my phone turned off, and I missed a call from my job. It turned out that another employee's friend died today and she was really broken up about it. I still needed to take care of the dog, but I thought taking care of my fellow employee was more important, and I said as much when I called back. It turned out that the other employee had agreed to stay until five, so I was told not to come in, but I still feel really guilty about missing the call.

Re: Confession Thread

[skeletal_history]

I had PMS yesterday and didn't know it at the time. It made me treat my coworkers rudely, which ordinarily I never do even when they do something offensive, and I ordinarily would be feeling really guilty now for my behavior. But I'm not, and that's weird. Instead I feel like the PMS might have been like liquid dishsoap cutting through the thick greasy layer of patience and compassion that form a film on my vision when I look at people, and now I see how obnoxious and worthy of disdain people really are.

I mean, that's probably still the PMS talking, but it sure does seem real.

I keep replaying the situation and thinking of what I could have said to make it more satisfying, and "satisfying" here means "more negative and this time, explicitly insulting." In fact, I caught myself regretting being nice to one of the "offending" coworkers at the end of the day in the parking lot and wishing I had been more rude and hurtful. I even thought, "Shit, I wish I hadn't wished him a good weekend." Like......girl...

WTF, this is completely unlike me!

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I'm so tired of most people and most conversations, arguments, and stupid blog posts. Sometimes I just wish I could evaporate or spend some time in an isolated cabin somewhere with no way of communicating with the outside world. I think that's normal for sometimes but it's been happening more frequently lately. I

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I once cheated on a final exam in graduate school. I was sick during the regular exam and then when I was taking it, I was left alone in a room with my bag that had my notes in it.

I still feel bad about it. Though, in my defense, I have learning disabilities that mean I need to take notes on a computer. And my school didn't allow that sort of accommodation. And the teacher did not allow computers. I was convinced I was going to fail because I had not been able to take notes that were of any use.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

When I was in the LJ/Dreamwidth RP scene as a curious young adult, I roleplayed a little on some love hotel place for sex rp. On one occasion I got into a femslash sex thread with someone, and the next morning was overcome by fear and guilt about it since my parents were getting nosier about what I did online.

I did a really shitty thing and deleted the original post and thread that came with it. I imagine the person I was rping with was probably really angry or upset about it and that still makes me feel guilty every now and then.

I didn't do it out of malice or spite but out of anxiety and the beliefs I was raised in feeling as if I'd done something wrong. I know it doesn't mean much and I'm sorry.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I joined a dating site this weekend. It's been ages since I've even had a date and my work doesn't exactly put me in much contact with men of a certain age. And the dating site thing's worked for a couple of my aunties. I'm trying it paid for one month and we'll see what happens.

I never thought I'd actually try this....

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

When I first entered my relationship I hid as much of my depression as I could from my SO. After about six months they became very insistent that I stop doing that and talk to them. I did for a while, though still trying to not dump on them. Then about a month ago after I had a rather bad spell they broke down and told me it felt like I didn't want us to last and they didn't know how much longer they could take it. Understandable, I am a mess after all, but it blindsided me. But I don't want to lose them, so I'm back to pretending I'm okay and hiding it and bottling it up around them. Idk how else to handle it. They seem happy with us again.

Re: Confession Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I think people under the age of 21 look really stupid when they start lecturing other people about LGBT issues on tumblr. "My best friend's sister asked a girlfriend to homecoming last semester, therefore I don't see what you're complaining about!"