[ SECRET POST #2993 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2993 ⌋

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 05 pages, 123 secrets from Secret Submission Post #428.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 - pretty sure these are all the same spammer anon trying to win the non-existent "weirdest fandomsecret/sex fantasy" award. There are more I missed, and some that went up yesterday. If one of these is not the same anon, please PM me ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

go

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

When people are thinking about suicide I don't try to dissuade them because I don't think life is worth living either.

I don't encouragethem or anything , just keep quiet.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

if you are the kind of person who laughs at jokes involving inflicting pain on children, I'm going to immediately assume you have problems with empathy to at least some degree.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I don't think that I love my youngest sister, and I feel very guilty about it. I love all of my other younger siblings (I have four others) to death, but I just don't feel any genuine affection towards her although I would obviously never tell her that.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

There's a spider right by the kitchen sink in my apartment.

I leave it there because it kills all the ants trying to get in.

I've named it Spiderbro and I quite like it.

I don't tell anyone though because I feel like they'd think I'm weird.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

i disappeared one day from all my fandom spaces and no one said a word.

tbh, maintaining a online presence is a pain and i like anonymity much better. i'm starting to think i just hate dealing with nerds, but really like nerdy stuff.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I do tend to judge people that are extremely girly. I intellectually know it is wrong, but I can't seem to stop thinking of those things as really stupid and immature.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I think I'm in love with someone outside my orientation.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I wonder if I'm a sociopath more than I'd admit

Re: confessions thread

[caerbannog]

I'm unfamiliar with the term 'jumped the shark' but I'm guessing it is similar to jumped the gun

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I honestly don't know what my sexual orientation is. It's at an uncomfortable crossroad of bi, gay, and asexual (pretty gay, but rare feelings over guys, but pretty numb towards the idea of being in a relationship or having sex) and I'm worried that the asexuality is either medication fucking over my sexual drive or nervousness I've never truly grown out of.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

My country lost a few sportspersons in a helicopter crash a week ago and I can't give a fuck about them. I didn't know them, I'm not interested in any of their disciplines and I think what they were doing out there--a reality show--was stupid and not worth it.
Can't confess to this un-anon because whaaa you don't have empathy/what about their families/you have no soul/are you saying they deserved it/whatever.

I'm much, much more affected by Pratchett's death.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I went over my calorie limit by 88 calories today and I feel like shit. I know I shouldn't. It's 88 calories! Which is like ONE mini Milky Way bar.

But I still feel awful about it. :/

It's dumb.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I don't know how to use Western style tampon applicators. I push the bottom part up, but the tampon doesn't come out all the way and go into me. It usually just gets lodged halfway up through the applicator, and I have to throw it out or take it out and just put it in me myself. :/ I feel so stupid about this.
I grew up on OB tampons, which I love, but I do wish I knew how to use ones with applicators too.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I can't stand complainers who can do something about the problem they have but are too lazy or stupid or fond of having something to complain about to do it.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

i pick my nose everyday and eat it

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I hate getting older. It happens to everyone, so I should just suck it up and deal with it, I know. But just last week, I noticed my eyelids were starting to droop. I'm only 30! I just did not expect this this soon. And now I feel stupid regret for little things like not learning how to wear wild eyeshadow when I had the chance.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I like reading about Ferguson stuff since it makes me feel better about my own country

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I don't think I'm ever going to grow up. I'm in my thirties, but I still turn into a child when I'm scared or make a mistake. My brain tells me that panicking and crying is only going to make things worse, but I do it anyway. Every time, I tell myself that next time I'll keep calm first. While I'm freaking out I think to myself that I know I'm handling it wrong, and I know I'm going to feel worse about myself after it's over. But I just won't stop.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

An old confession for kicks: Although I was pretty straight-laced as a kid, sometimes I wished I could go to school dressed completely goth, just to see how people would react to me differently. I didn't because my Mom wouldn't have let me, but sometimes I still wish I'd tried!

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I found out my boss's email password (work, not private) by accident a while ago and I've read it occasionally since.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I honestly think I spend more time in fandom waiting for it to be what it used to than actually enjoying anything. Except F!S. F!S GC is basically my flist ten years ago, the forums I went to, etc. And I miss that. But why don't I just avoid fandom altogether until the next FS post and stick to this? Why do I expect it to magically turn into the awesome it was years ago?

Related: I need a RL hobby that's social. I do have other hobbies than fandom, as needs-a-life as this may sound, but they're still so solitary, and I think that's what I liked about fandom in the first place - it was a solitary hobby that I could still socialize within. I've joined writing circles, but people in them tend to be antisocial outside group time or they're all older than me and/or married with kids, and I just... I don't have anything social that involves things I love. I have friends I love, but we don't really have common hobbies or anything, we just do stuff.

Sorry, this got really long.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I'm starting to doubt whether I'm ever going to be in a relationship or have sex.

I mean, I just feel like... how could I ever be in a relationship, at this point? How could I seriously go on a date? I mean, it just feels like there's so many expectations attached to the whole process of going on dates and talking to people initially, and I just have no familiarity with any of that. I'm just going to flail about horribly and fail and be awful. Especially compared to other people in my age bracket who are much more experienced. And there's a million other fish in the sea out there besides me, and I'm obviously not a great catch to begin with or a megahottie or anything - I mean, I'm a 25 year old virgin, so that much is clear - and it just all seems so distant from me and impossible for me. It's the kind of thing that happens to other people, and not to me. Falling in love and cuddling and having a companion in that way. I'm some kind of alien or something.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

i absolutely love my partner, but every once in a while I'm tempted to just sort of pack up and walk off. like, I really can't for a number of reasons, and we have a good relationship, just.

I had a big patch of my life where I really didn't have options at all, and my relationship with him is the one big good thing that got me through it. and I love him, he's got a streak of clingy. but I feel like I haven't lived because I never had a choice, and I want to go explore the things I couldn't.

but I would never want to hurt him.

it's just weird in my head sometimes. I'm happy... but there's a big world.

Re: confessions thread

[(Anonymous)]

I am usually a very kind and caring person. I usually have intense empathy for other people and try to be as supportive as I can. I listen to people's problems a lot and usually always try to give the best advice that I can. I don't do those things for any kind of personal gain but because I am genuinely trying to help.

But sometimes I have tendencies to be incredibly opportunistic. I sometimes have this sudden sense of simply not caring about someone, and everything in my head wants to scream at them "Shut the fuck up, I don't care about your fucking problems!". I catch myself thinking very callous and unkind things about people. And I know I should feel guilty about it but I kind of don't? I never deliberately hurt people as a result, but the way I just sometimes stop caring kind of bothers me.